:::2003-11-06-6:46 a.m.:::

Yesterday was a very bad day.

Our report sucked big time. I won't be surprised if we got a 0 in that report. Some people just aren't responsible enough. Some people expect others to spoonfeed all information to them so that they can report properly. Some people waits until the last minute to act. Some people would rather other people do their work than doing it themselves. Some people don't value the effort given by their classmates.

These are the people who make nothing out of the effort [and money] other members gave.

Oh well. What's done is done.

I was happy for the first 1/4 of the day, since g(x) finally talked to me again. But it went downhill from there.

Another highlight yesterday was my trip to the Bay again for the sunset. That was fun. But along the way back to La Salle, I forced a friend to stay with me until I got fetched. I was so bad yesterday. Just because I was feeling bad doesn't mean I have to make others feel bad.

I hope everything will look up today. After all, the world loves me...

Right?

Heck.

//edited several minutes later//

As time passes, I'm getting more and more excited to leave my block. I'd miss our core group of 5, though, and the *very* few others I've been close with.

I was right when I said 'nothing can ever replace iv-5'. It's weird. When I'm beginning to think that the block is okay, they'd do something to make me think otherwise.

Malate na lang talaga mamahalin ko sa DLSU.

People na kasama ko sa sunset kahapon, alam niyo ba, habang nagsesenti tayo doon ay may nangyaring hostage drama sa Bangko Sentral ng Pilipinas na katapat lang natin?

Hahahaha. Wala lang.

Sabi mo nga e: Ignorance is Bliss.

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:::2003-11-05-10:15 a.m.:::

At wala ngang sex and the city kagabi. Argh. Useless.

Kasalukuyan akong nagccut ng inersci at nagpapakabum sa isang computer lab. Meron kasi akong kailangang kunin na tape sa isang editing organization about 10 minutes away from here.

Masaya ako ngayon. I love my life. Everything's looking up again.

Kung ito ang tinatawag nilang gulong ng buhay, sana bumagal naman sa at least 10 km/h yung paggalaw. Napapagod ako sa biglang saya at biglang lungkot ko.

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:::2003-11-04-9:07 p.m.:::

I'm feeling extremely cranky.

Kung wala lang sex and the city mamaya, I'll go to sleep.

Good luck sa video presentation namin bukas. Tapos na ang video, and we need to pay them 2,125 pesos for almost six hours of editing, plus the tape.

It's all right with me, since maganda naman ang kinalabasan ng video. Pero the fact na Artapre lang siya, hindi man lang major subject, parang mali yata. Oh well. But heck. Mahal pa rin.

*crank crank crank*

Hay. Parang lahat na naman ay mali. Sabi ko na nga ba dapat hindi ako tumawa nang tumawa kanina e.

Tangina. Nattrauma ako sa iba sa mga nangyayari sa akin ngayon. Dapat pala pumasok na lang ako sa UST, or something.

*crank crank crank*

//edited a few minutes later//

tama tong one liner na to: We are in control of our own lives. So I shouldn't be ranting here. Dapat inaayos ko na lang yung sarili ko.

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:::2003-11-04-5:32 a.m.:::

Saliksik yesterday. Once again I am reminded of how significant I am to people, except to the one who matters.

After that semi-kinda-recollection, we went to providence tower and edited our video. The editing equipment was simply superb! They charge a whopping 350/hr of stay, but the effects and everything they put were well worth it.

The video is still not finished. We're going back there today.

I miss high school.

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:::2003-11-02-6:15 p.m.:::

Finally.

~My Kingdom of Dreams~ is up. It's my compilation of everything I've written so far.

Well, not everything. The best, I think.

Or, I might decide to put everything. But soon.

That should be all. Good night everyone.

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:::2003-11-01-8:38 p.m.:::

About the layout: To those who haven't yet heard or seen Sandman, they are featured here on my layout.

These aren't their real illustrations, this is their super-deformed... uh... form.

From left to right, the family of the Endless: Desire, Despair [desire's twin], Delirium/Delight [the little child], Dream [the one with the glasses], Death, Destiny, and Destruction.

Welcome to the Endless.

You should try reading Sandman. It's well worth it.

May tagboard sa gilid. Naiirita ako sa comment thingy e. Minsan ayaw magload.

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:::2003-11-01-1:19 p.m.:::

New layout. I planned on a simple black for November, but I guess I was too fixated on pink. Oh well.

I missed the sunset yesterday. Sayang.

October had been very special. I experienced so many things I've missed feeling.

And now, I'm putting it all behind. Tama na.

***

Yesterday was weird. All I did was sleep. I never did anything taxing. I didn't even walk great distances.

Thursday was fun. I went to La Salle at 6:00 am to be fetched by a friend to go to Fort Bonifacio and shoot something for Artapre. It was fun.

Then we went to the Bay to shoot some more. That part was unscheduled. We were supposed to go yachting in the afternoon, at sunset. But there we were.

We did go back at sunset, though. I also texted g(x), wala lang, nangungulit lang. He replied, and we exchanged about two more messages. I thought everything was okay.

But still he didn't greet me yesterday. Oh well. It's his loss. I guess.

Anyway, our trip tot he sunset was delayed due to a friend's incessant craving for yosi. She just had to alight the yacht and run to the car a couple of meters away and get a lighter.

Oh well. We did some night shots, and it was finished.

Yesterday we filmed the VJ scenes, and pondered over where we should edit.

The editing problem is fixed now. At last. We'll edit on monday.

Saliksik [sort of a recollection] pala sa Monday. Kasama blockmates. I wonder what he will say.

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