:::2003-12-31-9:41 p.m.:::

2003's over. Really, I don't know if I should be happy or sad. What happened to me during this year? [needs help from the archives]

-moved blogs. From blogspot to here.
-spent my last three months in stc.
-engaged in chatroom fights with a wannabe who wanted to feel cool and went against our whole class [also who, in our most farfetched yet strongest theory, is a teacher].
-had an *extremely* weird conversation with a stranger in church.
-classmates imposed a deadline for acquisition of boyfriends for the bandfest [siyempre di ko sinunod. Hekhek]
-passed in DLSU and ADMU entrance exams
-watched Ring 0 and Ring 2 with my class in one of my classmate's house [and got the shit scared out of me too]
-dressed up as artemis for the greek mythology monologue
-first time I got tipsy
-christened February 2003 as the Month for New Romance
-went to Banahaw [and Hosgado] with my class for a field trip
-almost got mad at the class for a reason entirely of my [and the sublime furies] discretion.
-my last bandfest as a student in STC.
-met Despair through NR Giant and NR Best Friend during the bandfest
-lost my wallet T-T
-was left by one of our kadamates [in the class]
-thought I was developing a crush on my friend's brother
-dabbled in some fortune-telling
-knew myself a bit more [with the help of some people, too]
-graduation.
-graduated as an *unrecognized* layout editor of the magazine
-senior's night!
-laid the annual out, and was satisfied with the results.
-had a short encounter [through my best friend] with my former pseudo-suitor.
-made iv-5's website-became somebody else, for a few short weeks.
-fruits basket!
-threw a surprise birthday party for my brother
-meteor garden!
-reserved and enrolled in la salle
-LPEP
-first term, second term sa la salle
-nakapasok sa Malate!
-MOS
-writer's workshop
-book 5 ng harry potter!
-nakilala si g(x)
-nagpapakacheezy dahil kay g(x).

Looking back, though, I have no regrets. Except maybe not spending time with my iv5 more. When I had the chance.

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:::2003-12-29-7:52 p.m.:::

I wonder what I would do... when I finally find out that I can't run away from it anymore...

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:::2003-12-29-9:35 a.m.:::

Christmas Wishlist:

1) Teddy bear [binigyan ako ni riezl ng anti-g teddy bear.]

2) makuha lahat ng gusto kong kanta sa IMESH

3) Magkaroon ng determination tapusin ang lahat ng LOTR books

4) Pahgbutihin next term

5) umiyak [di na kailangan... yata.]

6) mawala ang galit at tampo [yey!]

7) maging maayos ang next term

8) maging immune sa lahat ng sakit [physically and emotionally]

9) hindi matameme pag kausap si teddy bear sa telepono [remains to be seen]

10) payagan akong pumunta sa tagaytay

11) hindi sana ako magcut

12) magkaroon ng limpak limpak na pero para makapagshopping ng libro [parang imposible yata]

13) maayos na kuwarto

14) mahanap ang libro

15) makagawa ng magandang magandang storya

16) matapos ang aking magandang magandang storya

17) may isang gabing walang moon at puro stars, walang clouds, walang fog/smog sa maynila. [kagabi...]

18) humiga sa gitna ng kalye at hindi masagasaan para panoorin ang stars. [muntik na... kagabi rin.]

19) makanood ng sunset kasama si teddy bear. [...]

20) endless load

21) makita ang taong mamahalin ko at magmamahal sa akin habang buhay [how cheesy]

22) makapunta at makapagovernight sa beach

23) malagyan ng camera ang telepono ko

24) malagyan ng infrared ang telepono ko.

25) matuto magdrive

26) mawala ang traffic sa Maynila

27) malutas ang problema ng kaibigan ko.

28) maging maliwanag ang lahat

29) maging madali ang pagpaparaya... [talagang dot dot dot pa... how cheesy!]

30) mawala ang sakit... [isa pa to!]

31) matutong tanggapin na hindi na puwede ang hindi puwede [cheese]

32) wag na umasa sa wala nang pag-asa... [taena]

33) tama na. tama na. [oo nga.]

Sana naririnig ako ni Santa...

Di kaya maloka si Santa dito?

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:::2003-12-27-1:06 p.m.:::

I learned a new song!

*ehem* The Irish Drinking Song

"In heaven there is no beer

That's why we drink it here

And when we're gone from here

Our friends will be drinking all the beer!"

[repeat incessantly. will teach the melody when I see you. hehe]

Had a very wonderful Christmas. And I'm hoping to have a good new year too. Salamat salamat sa lahat ng bumati.

Hope you had a good year too.

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:::2003-12-22-2:53 p.m.:::

*(#$&()*(#!& tong tagboard na to tama ba namang ako pa pagbawalan magpost... grrr!

Anyway, happy christmas sa lahat...

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:::2003-12-20-12:36 p.m.:::

Christmas Wishlist:

1) Teddy bear

2) makuha lahat ng gusto kong kanta sa IMESH

3) Magkaroon ng determination tapusin ang lahat ng LOTR books

4) Pahgbutihin next term

5) umiyak

6) mawala ang galit at tampo

7) maging maayos ang next term

8) maging immune sa lahat ng sakit [physically and emotionally]

9) hindi matameme pag kausap si teddy bear sa telepono

10) payagan akong pumunta sa tagaytay

11) hindi sana ako magcut

12) magkaroon ng limpak limpak na pero para makapagshopping ng libro

13) maayos na kuwarto

14) mahanap ang libro

15) makagawa ng magandang magandang storya

16) matapos ang aking magandang magandang storya

17) may isang gabing walang moon at puro stars, walang clouds, walang fog/smog sa maynila.

18) humiga sa gitna ng kalye at hindi masagasaan para panoorin ang stars.

19) makanood ng sunset kasama si teddy bear.

20) endless load

21) makita ang taong mamahalin ko at magmamahal sa akin habang buhay

22) makapunta at makapagovernight sa beach

23) malagyan ng camera ang telepono ko

24) malagyan ng infrared ang telepono ko.

25) matuto magdrive

26) mawala ang traffic sa Maynila

27) malutas ang problema ng kaibigan ko.

28) maging maliwanag ang lahat

29) maging madali ang pagpaparaya...

30) mawala ang sakit...

31) matutong tanggapin na hindi na puwede ang hindi puwede

32) wag na umasa sa wala nang pag-asa...

33) tama na. tama na.

Sana naririnig ako ni Santa...

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